Twelve days of the new year have passed, and I feel that I have accomplished precious little. Besides a little bit of travel, a fair bit of socializing, and some shopping/returning. It is true that socializing has been to good end – I feel reconnected with this world, arguably home. That is good. But the world seems to be in such a state of disarray right now. Where has that productivity, that flow disappeared to, that I had in Bangalore in abundance? Now I am constantly in the midst of a struggle to focus my thoughts and attention, to find myself back on track with regards to work that needs doing. What am I waiting for? And here I have a supportive husband who encourages me to work too. But so much still needs to fall in place… my music lessons, the gym routine, moving to a new place, changing cars, paper-writing, grant applications… and in no time, it will be time to leave again. Dear God, find me that verve once again. Please.
Oh, 2012!
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